1.11am:

I'm hurt and so very upset. Dun even know what to say. Always assumed I will always have your understanding after everything ... I thought we used to have an agreement not to use words like never mind. But today there are words like obligations and privacy and never mind. Since when has obligations and privacy ever come into the picture? I used to jokingly say, give me my privacy, but u have never have u? So why now?

There's always a good reason. Havent it ever cross your mind that there are other things that are upsetting me which i'm finding it painful to say at that point in time? Sometimes in this chaotic place, I would feel down and then I ll take heart that at least , some one would understand.

Today, its back to no one. Not even the shadow.