The planetary stars are not right I think, or at least not so very there......

Work seems to have gotten a live of its own and keeps on growin and growing and growing and the clutter just doesnt seem to go away........

I woke up this morning faced with a huge bill from my korea trip.. like huh.. i thought it was $0.40/min? but how come it became like times 5?! im so going to have to eat grass this month.....or next month for that matter.... its a whooping 300 bucks! for now, Singtel is gg to hear a lot from me thats for sure... argh.....i just cant comprehend but the figures sure do not lie....I must be getting something wrong here.. Either i did not UNDERSTAND properly or the blardy customer service officer was telling me nonsense then... *qswl*

But on a brighter note, im very extremely touched by the offer of the subisdy.. It was totally unexpected and im just blown away by the offer it of. No one has ever done that before....

Am i becoming stupid or what.....or do i feel that the gears are slowing down or am i being too hard on myself. I simply have no idea.....which really explains it all....i need tuition maybe..

Sigh....what a week... : (

Labels: eating grass soon....starting from now

A few weeks have past, and I feel like I have grown so much....no, not sideways mind you ; ) or at least thats what i hope. :) I meant in terms of experiences. I have been to Korea and back on my first ever business trip alone and i cant reali say i did not enjoy it.....and i have experienced feelings i never thought i would have felt if you asked me months ago.....and seen things which i never thought i would...



I have learnt to enjoy certain things in life and the company of a certain someone....today i finally managed to find this song you are hearing now on my blog... Zhang Hui Mei's "如果你也听说"and thoughts filled me...



我发现站了好久

不知道要往哪走还不想回家的我

再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过我的快乐要被认可

委屈却没有人诉说夜半信仰丛白剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么为什么脆弱时候

想你更多如果你也听说

有没有想过我想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落要怎么附和 舍不得

又无可奈何如果你也听说

会不会相信我对流言会附和

还是你知道我还是我跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

冷漠的人就你一个想到你想起我

胸口依然温热许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过我想我宁可都沉默

其实反而显得做作夜半信仰丛白剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么为什么脆弱时候

想你更多如果你也听说

有没有想过我想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落要怎么附和

舍不得 要无可奈何如果你也听说

会不会相信我对流言会附和

还是你知道我还是我跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

冷漠的人就你一个想到你想起我

胸口依然温柔如果你也听说

有没有想过我想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

冷漠的人就你一个想到你想起我

胸口依然温柔如果你想起我 你会想到什么

Today a friend told me..."many little little good things accumulate to big good things and many little little bad things accumulate to big bad things..." Isnt it amazing, at the end of the day, who knows that the little little things are the important ones....the little little things....and how often we all miss that...

Such poignant moments, in such a big big world, we all meet the ppl we meet and love the people we love, your paths cross and suddenly you find that everything is intertwined....and so now, i want to make the little things count so they add up and when you think back, you only remember the good stuff....

Labels: In trust we last.....