haha..yes, im back my ardent fan! :) Your persistance has indeed paid off coz here i am!

Updates... yes updates. I seem to have a happen of blogging consistently for a while and then slack off after that. Sometimes during the day, i happen to think of this very interesting train of thought and i think to myself "ah, i should blog this up" but then..... i forget .....

FACEBOOK

Call me "sua ku" or what but recently i have been introduced to the world of Facebook... and i think, its amazing. It's so interactive and let's just say it really captures information! If you're really hooked on friendster, try facebook. Not that i am a real convert just that its really amazing what these websites do. It really can link you up to long lost friends and it's a great tool to use to keep in touch if you really do go on it often.

THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE

This phrase must have been talked about to death. The grass is always greener on the other side. Like why does everyone else lead such a good life except yourself. Everything goes smoothly for everyone else except yourself. Sounds familiar? hahaha... no no, i dun reali think like that. Just that recently i ve got a gal friend who seems to find herself in quite a fair bit of shhit and that's what she said to me. But maybe sometimes we have to really count our blessings.

Family, friends, loved ones. Everyone has their fair share of problems i think. Like how you may look at this very rich guy with nice family, nice gf, nice job nice everything! BUt really, somewhere somehow, he would have his own problems. Everyone has. But maaaybe you would say, well you would prefer his problem coz its not as problematic as yours but seriously, how would you really know? Maybe in 10 years time, you would be damn glad you din have his problem. So let's all be happy and count our blessings now, shall we?

A happy life lies not in having the best of everything but making the best of everything you have.

Labels: thoughtful

You mean happiness to me.

I want to fly away for a while. Away from it all.

An empty slate, a white canvass.

To be re-splashed with colors aplenty

All we seek, really is for someone to understand us.

Labels: sigh.....

Every morning as I take the train to work, I see stories unfolding....

This morning I saw this couple on the train beside me giving each other the silent treatment. The guy tried to talk but the girl looked away and then when the seat in front of him was available, he went for it.

Throughout the journey they never did attempt to speak or look at each other again. Not even a glance. At then at one point, the gal gave him a glance and then her eyes started to water; and she looked away... I felt like passing her a piece of tissue.

But as she was alighting at Tanjong Pagar, she came forward and gave him a peck on the cheek and left. And beside me, i could feel his tensed and troubled thoughts after that.

Ah...you wonder why people quarrel when they love each other.

Labels: Another morning story unfolds . ..

Coughing like nobody's business... stop it, somebody stop it!!

Argh...Cant do anything now.. coz im coughin. shit.

Things always screw up altogether. damn.

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A picture i always look at these days.

It looks nicer day by day.

And im learning day by day to push the thought aside.

But im quietly counting down. All by myself.

Quietly, silently.

Just sometimes overcome by the frantic panic building within.

So many what ifs.

But que sarah, que sarah.

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Finally, im blogging again. " )

Im borrowing this from Elv's blog.

Worrying is like sitting on a rocking chair. It keeps you busy but gets you NOWHERE....

You know reading this makes me think so much. and i totally agree with it, so much so now. There's no point worrying.. right? Let's just enjoy the time now and see how it goes although i cant help worrying everytime i think about it. So each time i worry, i think about this rocking chair theory and i will try and push it aside and make the times now good times to remember by. haha... suddenly i feel like im living for the moment.


Last week i asked, why do people give their loved ones diamonds? Why not gold? at least gt re-sale value.. hahaha... till now, im still blown away by the answer.

.... Coz diamonds are forever ...

i cant believe i din even think of that. so now, im blown away. Yea, diamonds are forever. Then i wonder how many people reali think that way when they buy a diamond?? *grinz*

haha ya come to think of it, i got a diamond when i was 21. ahhh... now i understand. Forever 21??? : ) hahha.....

Missing you.

Labels: trying to be positive