Two more papers to go... you know how it feels? When you have like an elixir in front of you and so much else and you take all the rest except that elixir?! You know how that feels? It feels terrible la.. its like you took everything else except that ?! how silly can that be.. i din even see it! *logical mind says: come on, its ok... u gt most of the essence aniway since you had all the others?!* BUT the crux is not there! i say. hmm...........its like that. Man is never content and you always think of what could have been...

Duno why these nights always cannot get to sleep. And i thought im so tired every night that i can just fall asleep once my head hit the pillows.. but apparently its not to be..I just lie there and look at the sky from my bed and i cant get to sleep.. you know how some songs grow on you after you listen to it? Its like you listen to it once you like it, and then you listen to it some more and then i duno when it started to sound so sad. This is nothing like "foreva love". "Foreva love" is well.. ya. BUT this song is oh so freakin heart wrenching....and i cant get to sleep and so i listen to it and then its so sad.. the kind that gets into your heart and then i cant get to sleep somemore. But no.. im not into depression or anything coz once i dun listen to the song its ok. but its like so sad when i listen to the song，all the way straight to the heart. I think next time if i need to do a crying scene, i shall plug this song on. and the song? 黑色毛衣。