Ran after the bus today after work. in heels. .. the uncle play us out .. he waited till we girls almost reached the bus then he drove off. Ive gt 10 toes and 4 of them are covered in watson's plasters compliments of daniel and yishan. And today i keep shouting out yishan's name. hah keep callin this other girl yishan... yishan (the real one) was quite tickled about that. work was fine as usual. tried another flavor of tea today. This one was reali not bad...had some peanut butter too...

Going to raffles place and shenton way tml for sampling road show. Hope to see some ntu market ppl there. haha super hungry now. Only had a miserable curry puff for dinner : ( Walk so much eat so little. i need my energy! Im itching to go to borders and hide myself in a corner with a book and my "foreva love". self-recuperation

B.A.L.A.N.C.E. have you ever felt that your life was too balanced? Do you believe if you laugh too much in the day, you ll pay back by having something to cry about later? What about if you're too happy then u ll have cause to be sad later. So there's no night without day, no light without darkness, no laughter without tears, no pain no gain.... or maybe its all about expectations. sometimes. so can ur life be too balanced? such that there's no climax, no trough, no nothing. one straight line. hope not. that's very sad i think. Hve you ever wanted someting but not been able to get it? But somethings are just not meant to be yours. then you say why not? then it tells u. becoz. period. becoz what!?!! you ask. just becoz.

NOt fair!! you whine.. but nothing is fair. its yours , its yours, its not,its not. Its not mine, but that doesnt mean its not your fault. becoz. i told u to stay away! i said go away! the gates were aplenty. then u had to try so hard to climb in and walked all around! Then, i had just cleaned the floor! Now your foot prints are left all over! and i cant scrub it out... all your fault...told you not to come already. seee. now i cant scrub anything out. .... cant cant cant.....