Ever felt that you need more? more more more more.. ? greedy? i duno. un-satisfied? Maybe. What's that all about? haiz.. i also DUNO!

Want the best of everything? Who doesnt right? Its definitely wrong to expect a 100% output when you only give a 60% input. But who doesnt want that.. but when you put in a 100% input and get a 60% output, thats terrible. To me at least. Wheres all this going to?

SOmetimes i think if you just sit still and reali see ard you and listen, you may just get the enlightenment of your life. I did that recently and im still reeling from the shock of realisation. The dawn of reality. or maybe its all just an illusion. Im making a fuss.

Yesterday it just hit me that being human is all about being able to feel. To love to hate to cry to laugh. One day when you realise that you feel none of such things, none of anything then how? So i hate somethings, maybe i dislike you. and then again i love so many things, maybe i like you as well. 2 days later, i start disliking what you do and hate what i love. Then i start thinking i love them all in the end. Then what? Then i decided that its alright. Coz im human and i feel. So im not gg to blame myself for this confusing myraid of feelings. For liking some stuff and not liking some. For having good days and bad days. For crying and for laughing. For feeling.

Because im me.

And so i feel.