Surprisingly, insensitivity hurts.
-from u, of all people-
posted by Princess Flowerbloom at 2:32 AM
Monday, February 20, 2006
1) I'd rather have one breath of his hair, one kiss of his mouth, one touch of his hand than an eternity without it. One.
2) Sometimes you see beautiful people with no brains but you see ugly people who are intelligent scientists. Our pitch is a little bit like that.
-As quoted from one of my sec 1 student on her msn nick... now isnt this hmm...i mean she's onli sec 1 right?? ponders ponders-
2) Sometimes you see beautiful people with no brains but you see ugly people who are intelligent scientists. Our pitch is a little bit like that.
- Jose Mourinho, on the pitch battle with Barcelona -
A young child sits buildin sandcastles in a sandbox. It constantly builds something new, something which it treasures for only a moment before it knocks it all down again. In the same way Time has been given a planet to play with. This is where the history of the world is written, this is where the events are engraved - & smoothed over again. This is where life bubbles like in a witch's cauldron. One day we ll be modelled here, too - from the same brittle material as our ancestors. The wind of Time blows through us, carries us and is us - then drops us again. We are conjured up and tricked away. There is always something lying & brewing in anticipation of taking our place. Because we are not standing on solid ground, we're not even standing on sand - we are sand.
The Solitaire Mystery (Jostein Gaarder)
What a COMPLICATED affair!! but a friend says Think simple and it will get simple. REALI?! haha.. i feel abit on the edge on. Like throwin all caution to the wind. At 3am, I sorted out my thoughts.
Now that u know what's reali inside me, and YOU are still a big question mark to me, but i will take things as they come u know, like i always do. Coz i cant bear to always feel down and out. Although im onli human and of course i will.
Some things that are meant to happen will happen and some things that are not will not. I think somewhere along the rat race for everything, i forgot this golden rule of mine. But at least now u know where i stand. If you think of it like we r all just players on a chess board and maybe our moves have all already been decided. How scary. But then doesnt it mean we all have no choices?! Then whats the whole point of our existence, u say?? Of course there's a point to everything. But its all too complicated to explain. So i ll just go with the feel. as i always do.
Sometimes i tink im damn good at making myself feel better.
But aniway I ve thought of weird stuff today. But everything i thought of suxs big time. So i ve decided to just continue doing whatever i feel like doing. It has put me in good stead for the last 21 years so i think i shall follow it. " ) And in the mean time i shall keep an open mind and open heart. I always tell people that so i think its time i followed some of my own advice. And thank you to all the dears out there who very nicely lent me their ears and hearts and all when i was in such deep shit over it and u guys din even subscribe to my issues!! *touched*
Ya so take away the clouds and rain, coz i dun wan to catch a cold and im taking back the sun. Coz i ve decided not to be mean to myself, i m adding in a rainbow. But sometimes the clouds will creep back in, so be nice and lend me a shoulder and a listening ear ya. I ll try not to be mean. " ) and yes, i m talkin to u! (ss)
Now that u know what's reali inside me, and YOU are still a big question mark to me, but i will take things as they come u know, like i always do. Coz i cant bear to always feel down and out. Although im onli human and of course i will.
Some things that are meant to happen will happen and some things that are not will not. I think somewhere along the rat race for everything, i forgot this golden rule of mine. But at least now u know where i stand. If you think of it like we r all just players on a chess board and maybe our moves have all already been decided. How scary. But then doesnt it mean we all have no choices?! Then whats the whole point of our existence, u say?? Of course there's a point to everything. But its all too complicated to explain. So i ll just go with the feel. as i always do.
Sometimes i tink im damn good at making myself feel better.
But aniway I ve thought of weird stuff today. But everything i thought of suxs big time. So i ve decided to just continue doing whatever i feel like doing. It has put me in good stead for the last 21 years so i think i shall follow it. " ) And in the mean time i shall keep an open mind and open heart. I always tell people that so i think its time i followed some of my own advice. And thank you to all the dears out there who very nicely lent me their ears and hearts and all when i was in such deep shit over it and u guys din even subscribe to my issues!! *touched*
Ya so take away the clouds and rain, coz i dun wan to catch a cold and im taking back the sun. Coz i ve decided not to be mean to myself, i m adding in a rainbow. But sometimes the clouds will creep back in, so be nice and lend me a shoulder and a listening ear ya. I ll try not to be mean. " ) and yes, i m talkin to u! (ss)
Sunday, February 19, 2006
I ve said my piece, finally, after all this time. But why do I still feel that you dun reali care much. Its almost like an everyday matter. Maybe its just the way you are and maybe in the end, I just reali dun understand much. Maybe I will just give up trying to understand in the end coz now I keep trying and I still dun. Maybe its just the way I am. So many maybes. Sometimes u make me feel pretty alive and I do hope I make u feel alive too. But I think smth just fused and died inside me.
I love reading The Little Prince. I ve read it thrice and each time I thought I understood it. But now i realise i dun. Coz I just reali understood it. *& i cant find my book*
I love reading The Little Prince. I ve read it thrice and each time I thought I understood it. But now i realise i dun. Coz I just reali understood it. *& i cant find my book*
"Nothing's perfect," sighed the fox. "My life is monotonous. I hunt chickens; people hunt me. All chickens are just alike, and all men are just alike. So I'm rather bored. But if you tame me, my life will be filled with sunshine. I'll know the sound of footsteps that will be different from all the rest. Other footsteps send me back underground. Yours will call me out of my burrow like music. And then, look! You see the wheat fields over there? I don't eat bread. For me, wheat is no use whatever. Wheat fields say nothing to me. Which is sad. But you have hair the color of gold. So it will be wonderful, once you've tamed me! The wheat, which is golden, will remind me of you. And I'll love the sound of the wind in the wheat..."
But we all forget
You risk tears if you let yourself be tamed.
-The Little Prince -
*Princess left*